I’m coming home!

Mom… The one who have ever loved me unconditionally is you! And how much ever you might get old you will always be the most beautiful person to tell the people who I am. I was away from home for a while, you and your prayers were always with me, and even then your eyes were saying that you are looking at me for the last time.

 What do I tell you about the place where I am, mother?

But enough of hide & seek, it’s almost midnight and you must be tried, but your heart was saying something is wrong, your senses were hazy and you were extremely worried. Your eyes were waiting….heart going through various emotions, slowly darkness creeping in emotions.

 Here I come with bullets in my body, running blood & calm soul as I fully forgone with justice I did to this soil. I’m looking to the sky to save me but there was no sign, there was dark, but in the end, there was light as if Angels knew that I’m on my way. I grasped that I am not the son of soil, am not from this mud, and following the concept of being Real & Practical; that is my sin, working for the team that is determined for empowering people. As a firm worker of #MQM with aims of serving humanity & people of my country, I finally fulfill the vow I took from QeT Altaf Hussain. I’m back where I belong, I never felt so resilient, I feel like there’s nothing that I can’t bash, and if you with me put your hands high.

 Tell the world I’m coming home!

Run and tell all of the angels, that this could take all night, I’m coming. Let me say Goodbye to all my friends, my family especially my Mother. I am complete here, with the ones who are flying high. I am done with the patience, and nevertheless tell the angels that everything’s alright. The rain of tears has wash away all the pain, I know my domain awaits, am with the ones who shined before me and it’s like a new dawn began with them. How much ever does the world say, I’m not there but I’m here…

 In every thought of mine, in my every talk, in my feelings, in my emotions, there was only one thing that I could also get the place where Shuhdaas are praised… the wind with the fragrance of Shaheeds, the seasons as colors, whoever sings, or whatever breath echoes – the heart recognizes it in every form. And finally I was welcomed by many of my mates. Even then I felt that QeT Altaf Hussian’s lessons were there. They have never left me alone, they are holding my hand even today…

 

How do I show you what is here?

There is freedom and independence like the vast free sky here, like childhood stories, innocent and beautiful – is a dreamland here, I am flying without any worries, and nobody is here to steal or cut my kite’s string. I’ve drunk water from the fountain, I’ve touched several clusters of my dreams, the sunlight along with the shade is here, the atmosphere is so different and new, all that I want is here…  

 

 

 

 After me, I was praised…

My blood is now the valuable asset, which shall never be forgotten, #MQM was, is & Insha’Allah will remain ALIVE & PROGRESS with the noble blood of martyrs.  Our everlasting sacrifices shall always remembered & will Insha’Allah give ways to reach the destination.

 I died to live forever, I am Home…!

 

Shariqa Ahmed

@shariqa_ahmed